Silas Survives ~ Eleventh Round

[Silas Gaither]

I still can't believe how far I've made it! <3 To think I was a vote away from being the first boot of the game. I'm so proud of myself! Yay!

Sorry my confesh writing has gone downhill the last couple of rounds. I'm on vacation and just kind of have better things to do. That sounds awful but whatever! I feel like I'm saying that way too much as an excuse so I'll just shut the fuck up about it and write something! Coming in next post.

[Silas Gaither]

I can't really remember which was the last round I actually wrote a proper update for. I think it was when I got my revenge on Cliff. <3 That was so fucking sweet! Rather than recap everything that's happened since, cause that will take forever and is just way too ambitious, I'll just give a recap of where the game is currently.

So basically, Brian got taken out last round. Which fucking sucked. Brian and I are actually pretty close friends and text like every day! <3 We made Final 2 of a game just a few weeks ago, which I won! He's amaze and I love him. So robbed. ;_; I don't think people had any idea we were working together at all, so we planned on using that to our advantage. Unfortunately, I wasn't really here for the live round, so couldn't do anything to save him.

From what I gather, the vote could've gone either way between Brian/Courtney, but Brian took the fall at the last minute. It seems Jay was pushing it hard, cause he didn't want Brian floating by any longer and only showing up to vote. He said Brian was close with Morgan/Sean outside the game, which doesn't really make sense, cause everyone knows how close Jay/Morgan are. On top of that, Morgan was willing to vote Brian out, so she obviously doesn't consider herself that close with him! I love Jay so fucking much, but it's just frustrating how he never really talks with me at all.

The vote count was 6-4-1. Courtney/RC/Malcolm/Morgan/Jay/Brenda voted for Brian, me/Sean/Savage/Brian voted for Courtney, Bob voted for Sean. People thought that I voted for Sean, cause I was only around briefly that night, and Sean got my vote at the Unlucky Thirteen round from my boot list! But I told people like Savage/Brenda when I put my Courtney vote in, showed them and others a screencap of Brandon confirming my vote. So then everyone was really confused as to who voted Sean. I really thought it was Malcolm for the longest time, but then I found out through Brenda, that it was actually Bob!

That's why for the immunity challenge, I lied to Bob. He was being shady and not being honest about his vote last round, trying to stay good with everyone, and I just wasn't going to have it. He opened his umbrella, and I closed mine, despite telling him I'd open it. So now I'm immune for the next two tribals and in the Final 8! Yay! <3 I hope I don't come across as too untrustworthy to the others, but I think they understand my reasons that I didn't trust Bob. Bob came clean to me about voting for Sean, which he obviously knew would make it seem that I did it, and apologised. I then said I suspected it and that's why I lied to him in the umbrella, and he understood.

I don't know if Courtney ever realised that I actually voted for her. I'm just playing off to everyone that in the brief period I was around that night, I was hearing Courtney was leaving, so wanted to vote in the majority. Hopefully she understands, but until she confronts me, I'll just let her assume I voted for Sean! As for Sean, we talked everything through, with our differences the past few rounds and I think cleared the air. I think he realises he's not in such a great spot, after voting in the minority, so he's looking for more options. He definitely believed that I didn't vote for him, but couldn't figure out who.

I'll put the plan for tribal in the next post. If I get my way, it's going to be epic! <3

[Silas Gaither]

Watch out, bitches! I'm taking Malcolm out! <3 I don't care what anyone says. This was orchestrated by me! I've been an inactive bitch since the merge, so wanted to let everyone know that I'm still here to play and I'm not content to just get dragged far and used as an easy vote. This game needs a bit more Silas! I know you missed me, Brandon!

To keep it short, me/RC/Bob/Savage/Brenda/Courtney are voting for Malcolm. Morgan/Jay/Malcolm/Sean should be voting for Bob. So Malcolm will be blindsided 6-4! The Bob voters think that it'll be unanimous, more or less. We're selling this to them to keep them calm. The past couple of days, I've planted seeds about Morgan/Malcolm/Jay being a group we need to be careful of. I'm not even sure if they're completely together, but I know they hold a lot of power. I think most people see the logic in splitting them up and making a move to gain some more leverage, so that's how this voting block came together. It just has to be a blindside, cause I'm certain that one of Malcolm/Morgan has an idol. I'm sure they're tight too, cause apparently they were in Transylvania. Not to mention, Malcolm won the challenge advantage, and picked Morgan as his pair. So it was easy to convince the others of this being the case.

I'm a bit uneasy with keeping Jay in the dark for this. But I feel I have to. I love him, but he just never talks to me. I don't think I'll ever vote him out, but still, I have to play my own game at the same time. He's locked to Morgan, if he finds out we're blindsiding Malcolm, I'm sure she'd tell him. We need them to not suspect anything, cause of idol paranoia. Hopefully they'll buy we're voting Bob! It's an easy sell for me, cause everyone knows I found Bob shady, plus I lied to him about my umbrella, and took the double immunity to be safe the next two judgements. I just hope that RC and I can do enough damage control with Jay to keep him on our side. This whole plan is risky, but if we just vote Bob out, it'll probably just be Courtney next, and we'll miss the opportunity to gain power. I'm just assuring RC that we have to jump on this train with this new alliance, to give us some more options and fracture the former Paget alliance!

I know that RC is very close to Jay, so was worried she'd be uncomfortable lying to him. But thankfully, she was on board with it. I think she realises that she doesn't want to be in a position where we're relying on Jay, we'd prefer that he's relying on us, and that's the case if Malcolm leaves. I found out from Sean, that everyone knows RC has the idol. She found it through Jay's "secret pairs" clue that he got when Tanya was booted, the three of us worked together for it. Jay ended up telling Morgan, who told everyone! I told RC what I heard, so that showed to her that I caught Jay in a lie so there's no harm in doing the same for him. I just hope we can pick up the pieces with him and keep him safe. I feel that at the Final 9 round, people will be worried that Morgan will play her idol, and target Jay instead, cause there's talk of her being the next one to leave. She's been pulling the strings, everybody's admitted it, but seemingly unwilling to do anything about it. I think if Malcolm goes, it will be easier to make it happen. She's immune for this next judgement anyway.

Malcolm is just so shady and shows time and time again why he's not to be trusted! After Brian left, he made an alliance with me/RC/Jay and said he feels on the bottom the Paget alliance, so wants to work with us. At the merge vote, there was a plan to blindside RC, before it was finally settled on Ethan. He said that he was set up to be the be the person who planned this, but he actually wasn't! I told this to Brenda/Savage, who I've been working closely with since the Unlucky Thirteen round. They both confirmed my suspicions that he's lying! Savage even showed screenshots of Malcolm approaching him to blindside RC at the merge, which we planned for me to show her, to make sure she was pitted against Malcolm. Cause she seemed like she was willing to work with Malcolm. I love RC, but she can be so naive at times! Malcolm's been targeting us this whole game. Such a snake! I'm sure he's just trying to get information out of us, if anything.

I've been wanting Malcolm out for fucking ever. He tried to get me out in round one! I pulled in RC, Jamie and Ian to blindside Vecepia to save myself. I'm so nervous this won't work, but if it does, I will be on heaven! <3 YOU MESSED WITH THE WRONG PERSON, STUPID CUNT!

[Silas Gaither]

Lol I wrote so much. I hope someone actually reads all that, cause if I was a host/PW I probs wouldn't. </3

[Silas Gaither]

Oh yeah. Malcolm's been plotting against Brenda as well, talking about blindsiding her. I ratted him out to turn Brenda against him too. Now she hates him and we're talking about how much he sucks. I'm such a bitch! <3

[Laura Morett]

I read it all <3

[Host Brandon]

Me too!! <3 Keep it up!!

[Silas Gaither]

FUCK YES IT WORKED! <3 SEE YA LATER, MALCOLM! #blindside