Round 8: Oh fuck plot twist

[andrewsavage]

SO this round has the potential to be exciting, depending on if I end up going to tribal or not. I sure as fuck hope I'll come out OK, but this could very well end up being where my luck runs out. 

Everyone's finally scrambling on our tribe, trying to figure out a strategy for this challenge. I just want to try for immunity, plain and simple, but others seem to want to throw it so we can stick together in the bottom judgment? I really think that has a whole lot of potential to go wrong. Being immune guarantees my place in the F12, so I might just stick with that regardless of whatever plan the rest of my tribe comes up with. 

I'm trying to reconnect with everyone on the other tribe just in case I go to tribal. If they like me, I should be fine. <3 HOWEVER, I am afraid of Courtney still having a grudge towards me. And from the sounds of it, she's stirred up trouble on the other side? She told Jefra that Brenda was on the outs...Brenda then proceeded to get all paranoid to me about it. Yikes. She's a bitch that I hopefully can see taken care of this round.

[andrewsavage]

So, based on that first hour, I'm guessing EVERYONE has decided to throw.

Fuck you bitches I'm getting immunity.

[andrewsavage]

I'M GOING TO TRIBALLLLL

[andrewsavage]

Alright, so, going to tribal is not really what I wanted haha. Let me say one thing first: I'm pretty sure I'm going to be fine. The group should be, according to Jay's spreadsheet, Me, Brenda, Sean, Morgan, Jefra, Ethan, Silas. I already have an easy majority to stay in that group BUT I am going to piss somebody off. Why? Because I have a connection with almost everyone in this group, and I'm afraid I might end up being the "swing vote." Brenda/Sean/Morgan, I'm in a big alliance with. Jefra I literally just made an alliance with a couple hours ago without realizing it. And Silas...well...Silas and I have history haha. But I'm trying to use it to my advantage and prevent him from targeting me.

So now I'm trying to figure out who would be the best for me to target this round! I actually feel like I could get anyone I wanted out, sort of. That's a very cocky thing to say, but I feel like I'm in that sort of position.

Brenda and I have been aligned since pretty much day 1. I'm not going to vote her out.

Sean...I have no real reason to get him out yet. Having played with him I know how much of a threat he can be and how smart he is. But right now, we're tight, and I have no reason to break that.

Morgan..MORGAN. Now, I love Morgan to death don't get me wrong. And I'd love to go far in this game with her. BUT, I'm pretty sure she has at least one idol. Either the luv shack one, or that secret board's idol. And that scares me. I know that, further on in the game, she has a very fucking scary ability to underdog her way through to the end or close to it. It might be my best move to get her out now? The only problem is...it'd piss of Sean, and a few others I think. Morgan is seemingly close to a lot more people than she's letting on, since lots of people like her. And no one is targeting her. So I'm afraid that if I tried to, it'd either backfire, or it'd end up fucking me over later on and giving the other tribe the upper hand.

Jefra, sweet Jefra...I feel like I might not be able to vote her out if she's aligned with Morg. I have no real reason to get her out, other than the fact that she'd be an easy vote.


~~~~ Interrupting this broadcast for an important message ~~~~~~

Brenda Lowe
Ethan... Just asked me to throw
He does realize it's over right

Andrew Savage
the challenge...?
oh my god

Brenda Lowe
Yes omg

Andrew Savage
how did these people become all stars jesus christ

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Thank you~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Silas...The pro to voting out Silas is that I feel like he's going to gun for me after this round if I blindside him. Because that's how he rolls. He doesn't waste time after he's been slighted and that's pretty damn smart. The con is that he does like me, and if I need to make a move later in this game, I think he'd a valuable asset.

ETHAN...is obviously the easiest vote. And the most likely one if I just go with the flow. He's also retarded.

An update on that interruption earlier:

Brenda Lowe
Literally
1 min ago

Brenda Lowe
Hey sorry I'm working. Me, Silas, jefra, and RC are throwing. I wanted to see if you were down to do the same. We would have a 5-2 vote
That's what he said

Andrew Savage
wait oh my god what
did that message send like
24 hours late

Brenda Lowe
Yes
No he messaged an hour ago and said hey I have a plan

So, yeah. He wanted to throw the challenge to try to get one of my peeps out. No thanks.

IF I decide to rock the boat and get out Morg...oh boy. It's something I know I'm going to have to do eventually, she cannot make it far. I'll have to be very careful about it but...yeah. I know it has to be done.

Whatever I do, I'm going to make sure my luck won't run out.

[andrewsavage]

So, a few crazy things are going on this round.

- Ethan, afraid of targeting Morgan because he thinks she has an idol, is targeting me. I've heard this from both Silas and Brenda.
- Ethan MIGHT have an idol and might idol me out this round.
- Sean is going after Silas this round. I really don't want this, to be honest, because I feel like Silas is not a short term threat to my game. He is definitely a LONG TERM threat to my game, but I think Silas will be an asset getting through the early merge. But Sean is being particularly stubborn about this one, and I'm not sure I'll be able to stop him.

OK, I guess those are the only crazy things. But it's awful. I REALLY want Ethan gone from this game, I think that he does not help my game at all. Unfortunately, Silas does not help Sean's game at all either. AND, voting out Ethan might lead to him idoling me out of this game.

What's a girl to do? I don't fucking know. I'm finally paranoid as hell in this game. My brain's buzzing trying to think of a way to save Silas and vote out Ethan without pissing off Sean AND while making sure I'll be safe. It's hard. Can I do it? Maybeee. We'll see.

[andrewsavage]

Alright, apparently they're all targeting Morgan?

Her getting idoled out would not be the worst thing. I'd miss talking to her, definitely, but for my game...definitely not the worst thing.