Silas Survives ~ Sixth Round

[Silas Gaither]

Yes! <3 I'm so glad that blindside worked! Bye, Tanya!  I just slayed the winner of CYS10! Plus whatever other season she won. Did she win two or three?! Oh well, she's fucking good!

I didn't really touch on this in the last round, but I found out that she/Courtney were pushing for an alliance of them + Jay/Jefra. After Cliff left, they wanted to take out me/RC/Ian. Not this time, bitch! Jay/Jefra came straight to us and told us what they were planning, and insisted that Tanya had to leave. So that solidified my trust with them.

This round, both Bayamon/Paget are going to tribal. We have to compete in this awful endurance challenge, where the bottom two performers on each tribe are the only two eligible to receive votes. I'm pretty confident I'll be able to do enough to stay safe. It just sucks cause if Courtney/Cliff do really well, then we can't vote either of them out, and have to turn on each other.

Courtney is gonna feel on the bottom after we left her out of the Tanya blindside, so that bitch is gonna try her heart out. Also I just realised Courtney is a past winner too lol. Omg if I vote out Heidi, Tanya and then Courtney. <3 That would be three winners I take out pre-merge! If not Courtney, it will be Cliff! Another winner.

JAY IS SO CUTE omg! <3 K I'm done, good night. xoxo

[Silas Gaither]

Fuck that challenge. Those are four hours of my life I'll never get back! I probably went for far longer than I needed to, but at least now I'm guaranteed Final 14! It's worth it. Since almost being the first boot, I'm grateful for every round that I make it through.

I wonder what's gonna happen at Final 14. Maybe a merge. Or another swap. Or we'll just stay on these tribes. Who knows. Blergh.

[Silas Gaither]

Also lol at Tanya showing that idol clue on her way out. Pretty sure everyone on the tribe has already seen it. Except maybe Cliff.

[Silas Gaither]

The twist this round is we're competing individually and both tribes go to judgement. The bottom two performers from each tribe are vulnerable, everybody else is safe. From Bayamon it's Jefra/Ian, from Paget it's Morgan/Jamie.

This sucks cause this round I wanted Courtney or at least Cliff out. Now I have to take out someone who I actually think will be a valuable ally moving forward. If Jamie leaves on Paget, like I suspect, that's even worse for me. I was feeling good about where I stand in the game, but after this round, I could be struggling to get numbers at the merge.

I spoke with Cliff and he said he wants to stick with CYS12 and help one of us win. That he'd just vote with us and do as we say, then when we have no more use for him, we can vote him out and he'll help us win when he's on the jury. I don't believe that at all, he's just trying to stay in the game and get me/RC/Jefra feel that we should string him along. That's what the guys did last season, he flipped on us and won!

I really like Jay but I'm not sure how he feels about me. He's busy with his Endure game so at times isn't the most social. I don't see myself voting him out any time soon though! I'd like to go very far with him. He got a clue to the idol after Tanya was booted, due to the secret pairs twist. I was hoping he'd share it with me, but he hasn't said anything yet. I'll try asking again, and see what he says.

Courtney got left out of the Tanya blindside. She found out from others that it was cause we suspected she was close with Tanya. I played up that I put my vote in for Cliff, then was informed the vote switched at the last minute, and assumed she knew as well. Not sure if she buys it, but hopefully she's not too upset with me. I think she has to go next cause she feels on the outs and I don't trust her to stay with us at the merge.

[Silas Gaither]

Well it seems that Ian is about to leave. This sucks at I feel guilty as fuck. If it wasn't for him, I'd be the first boot of the game. I just wish both him and Jefra put more effort in, then we could've booted Cliff!

I suppose everyone's going to assume that CYS12 are sticking together on Bayamon. Ian's rant at judgement doesn't help that. But really, it's only me/RC/Jefra. We're leading Cliff to believe we're unified, but I consider Jay one of my closest allies. I don't feel the same about him.

I think Ian's more likely to flip on me at some point in the game. He's expressed concern to me before about there being too many CYS12 people in the game, so I could see him making a move against us later down the road. Plus, RC and I think Jefra's more social and the fact she was in CYS11 will help us potentially get more numbers on our side at the merge.

[Silas Gaither]

I really hope there's not another tribe swap. I feel very safe on Bayamon right now. Courtney/Cliff are still the next two to leave after Ian goes in a couple of hours.