Confeshie

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Hiyeeee guys! So I think I get along well with Sean and Jay so far. Tanya made an embarrassment of herself during the challenge LOL so I'm hoping she can go early! Apparently my tribe is lulzy, but Morgan stood out to me as a star so I want to get to know her ASAP! Jefra was kind of whatever but better than Tanya at least! Lastly, Carter seems alright but I don't have too big of an opinion on him. :]

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Sean and I have bonded (LOL I accidentally typed "boned") and I've also bonded more with Tanya… I don't mind her that much anymore!!! Jay is still cool.

Jefra & Carter less… Morgan is still a beast. Hi to me!

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I know Tanya, Carter, and Jefra voted for me. Which was annoying, bc Carter was acting as though he and I were on the outs in our tribe like stfu, you're in the know asshole. Anyway, I've been campaigning to Morgan/Sean all day and I think I got them on board to keep me, and I only needed one more vote, and that lays on the shoulders of Jay. He has been in and out so much it's been hard to keep up a convo with him but he just told me he'd essentially be down if Morgan is, cause he knows Sean wants to keep me, so I'm REALLY hoping we have the votes. If not, it'll be so disappointing cause I've been so busy lately and today marks the beginning of my schedule opening up a ton, so I want to prove I have what it takes. >_<

Also, Carter is like "We should vote each other, I think one of us is the target" (CLEARLY REFERRING TO ME. LIKE FUCK YOU! Cocky bitch!)

Please pull through for me, Sean, Morgan, and Jay! D: It's coming down to the wire.

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SO I managed to survive last round (HOLY SHIT hehe) and I'm like 99% sure that people had to change their votes because come on -- an entire tribe doesn't wait until a half hour before deadline to vote lol, I'm sure people had voted for me and thats why they were waiting/hoping certain people (Tanya) came online. Jay said he hadn't heard anything other than me, so I'm sure people voted for me and hoped that'd be fun. Whatever. That's fine. Come to find out that I'm forced to promise I won't turn on my tribe for Alicia (because Tanya told them I flipped on my original tribe for her in our original season, which is kinda true but whatever). It just shows people are already worried about that. Of course, I promised up and down that I wouldn't, but come on. Why would I stick with a tribe that literally cast votes for me to go? It shows I'm on the bottom of the totem pole…

Come onto this round, Sean, Morgan, Tanya all tell me separately that they voted me for captain. I'm not stupid lol. They probably planned this to make me feel included and feel a part of the group. If my tribe had lost again, I would not have felt safe. They did NOT want to vote Jefra, so IDK if they'd vote for her (despite her being a stray vote), and Jay may not be super active but he was never even a consideration to go. You know who was? Me. So, I almost wish my tribe lost cause I would have been safe and it'd be interesting to see what would have happened, but oh well.

I'm using my time on this new tribe to try and establish new relationships. Of course, I'm gonna try to reassure my real tribe and try to work with them moving forward, but I'm not letting my guard down and I'm always gonna be on the look out for more options. Can't rely on them, when if they had it their way, I'd be gone by now.

As for this tribe… HOW BORING! Everyone is just SO down for Heidi to go, and I don't get it. If Heidi goes, this tribe is gonna have Silas/Ethan/RC who are 3 people from the same season. IDK if they're tight, but that's a possibility. I talked to Jamie about possibly making a move and how the 4 Gobi men could make a majority and shake things up to keep Heidi, but he was like, "Oh no, I want Heidi out" lol okay. Cool. You have fun with this tribe. I'm out of here next round anyway. Good luck home boy.~

Have I mentioned Jamie is dumb?

Okie that's all for now. Looks like a boring round, Heidi is a goner. I feel horrible cuz I really liked her, but oh well. I really like Silas and RC too. Ethan and Ian never replied to me. That's cool. lol

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OMG! Tribe swap. YAYAYAY!!!! YAY!!!!! New life!!!!

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Ethan tried getting together Jamie, Brenda, Bob, and Sean for a majority on our tribe (I think) and left out myself, Andrew, Morgan, and Malcolm. Meanwhile, Malcolm has thrown Jamie/Ethan under the bus to everyone, and I think the actual dynamics are everyone against Ethan/Jamie, which is fine by me. Neither really helped (that much) in the challenge with birds, so I'm fine with them going. That aside, I still don't 100% trust my original tribe. I'm working with them for now out of convenience but I know how close they were to voting me out and how okay they were with it - so I won't give them my full trust. That said, with Alicia gone - I do think the target on my back will diminish. I love Alicia so much and I'm gonna miss her in the game even though we never got to work together or even really speak lol, but I'll miss the opportunity to work with her again. She was a great ally and someone I could definitely trust, but I'm quickly developing a lot of trust for Andrew. I always liked him from my original season and he was my #2 behind Alicia there, so hopefully now that Alicia is gone, he can trust me completely and work with me 100%, and we'll be in this together. I don't know / don't think anyone will expect us to be so tight… Or at least, I hope not.

For now, I'm hoping Andrew and I can maneuver this tribe, and I do trust Sean to an extent, and then Morgan next. From there, I do like Brenda/Malcolm/Bob, but I don't talk to them that much, so we'll see what happens. I don't imagine these tribes till last forever though so I'm comfortable for now.

Also, bless this challenge. When I saw that both tribes were going to TC I was so pissed, but I like the twist. It allows me to take my destiny and put it in my own hands. I still have trust issues from that first TC and I'm not ready to put my fate in these people's hands yet, so hopefully I'll be strong enough in this challenge to not be in the bottom two. ALSO - fuck this challenge. I've messed up twice now when I could have had an extra two hours on my time. -_- Oh well. I just hit two hours now so I'll probably wrap it up soon. I'm tired and I think I've done enough to be safe. I can't see Ethan/Jamie/Bob posting for hours on end, so as long as I beat two of them, I'm good. ^_^ -- and I think I beat Andrew as well. I'm not sure. Oh well. We'll see. Yay that's all for nowsies. Peacies.

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ALICIA
TANYA
JAMIE
IAN

Gobi

Andrew and I have to be the F2 now!

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yay the streak of gobi eliminations has ended!!!! <3

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yay immunity lol

on another note, i've talked to Silas and realize HES AMAZING!!!!!! ^-^

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Idk if anyone knows what's going nk but apparently a split vote plan is affect hehe