Confessional #1: Round #1:

[Alicia Calaway]

Confessional #1: Round #1

I am super excited to be back and to give this another try!! Last time was such a cluster fuck mess. I attempted to play both sides and everyone and got screwed over by like everyone. :X Not even going there, or re-thinking of that mess. TIME TO MOVE ON. *Breaths* Unlike last time, I am super duper busy this time around but attempting this anyway. Alicia.Fucking.Calaway deserves redemption in some way.

I am super glad to see mah boy Brian here. That is mah boy toy bitch, and I hope to end up on a tribe with him soon. I am not happy to see Andrew here at all. He already asked me for an alliance, boy I didn't forget that knife in mah back boo. That shit still stings, I know I was playing all sides but you voted me out. NTY to that ally, if he was real at all with me..I doubt.

Ian is in here! Which I know he was kind of someone that went alongside me last season, along with Brian. I hope that he would somewhat want to work with me in this but who knows.

My goal right now as we begin the game, is to not come off as threatening. My seventh place finish needs to make me a non target right now. I need to let other people be those strong forces that get targeted early on as All Star threats. I am hoping to get to know some of the people not from my season, so that I can have new allies/people to manipulate and mold to my liking. Fuck the old people who already know I am a shady bitch. That shit has already been used, molded, and abused. No need for it anymore. On to the new. I just have no idea who majority of the others' are which will make it interesting..not knowing who knows who/who hates who, etc. =)

I am ready to bond like cray though, and just be non-threatening bitch. I think it is the best way to go right now. I think people like Jamie or Andrew, people who know who I am and how shady I can be..I need to stay away from. Not trust them. And if possible, take them out versus ever giving them a chance. 

Cuz lets b real, I wouldn't give mahself a chance. :X

[Alicia Calaway]

Confessional #2:

Omgah. So, Savage is making friends like crazy which I have already realized. Cliff asked me for an alliance yesterday and mentioned us also working with Savage. This showed me a ton about how much Savage is going to be socially, which is scary as fuck if he doesn't truly want to work with me. We shalll see how the future kind of goes with him. Courtney also wants to work with me, and mentioned us together as a duo with 1-2 other people down the road to take it to the end. I have a lot of potential which I am loving, and I am ready for the challenge tonight. The one thing I am worried about is if Savage wants me out, and if he is close to some of the people I have yet to talk to a ton. I am talking a bit to Bob and Ciera now. Brenda and me haven't had the best communication this past weekend. We shall see!! I think our tribe is super strong, and we have a good chance to win this first immunity. I am just super worried if we don't win it, if Savage will come at me right away or wait awhile. :X 

[Alicia Calaway]

Confessional #3

:-o We won the challenge, thank gah. Andrew talked to me earlier today about Cliff also approaching him about us three working together. Cliff hasn't mentioned much else about it since. We shall see if it turns into something more. Brenda has been bonding a lot with Andrew, and told him that Ciera mentioned Andrew/I were likely close as a duo. I think Andrew is going to want Ciera out now because of it. I just hope he doesn't strike against me or anything. Courtney still wants to work with me, and she also has mentioned that she is close to Heidi and that Heidi would likely work with us down the road.

I could see Bob or Ciera leaving if we lost a challenge right now. I am attempting to get closer to Brenda. If Brenda/Andrew are close, they are likely going to be the ones' in major control of this early vote. I do not trust Andrew, but I am hoping he is honestly not after me right now based off Gobi.