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Post by Morgan McLeod on Dec 10, 2014 0:58:35 GMT -5
Silas Gaither 12:56 am
Okay.. i dont get why you're ending it like this
Im seriously just trying to have a normal conversation and you're just getting pissed at me
Why?!
Morgan McLeod 12:57 am
a. im tired and I need to go to bed for work tomorrow
b. I have been a good friend to you, and a good ally, and you constantly fuck me over
c. you dont get it, you dont want to get it, and you are never going to because you are refusing to actively listen
d. I spent way too long doing this when I am not gonna change your mind
e. i hate wasting my time
f. im not pissed, im frustrated
GOODBYE CYS, I AM GETTING VOTED OUT BECAUSE SILAS IS LITERALLY TOO VAPID TO UNDERSTAND ME.
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Post by Morgan McLeod on Dec 10, 2014 1:23:25 GMT -5
DRAFT:
Well, I guess this is how it goes. I cannot say I am surprised I am walking out after the tie, I never had a shot at the challenge because it has always been a weakness of mine. In all reality, I am relieved I am leaving this game now as I feel the story-arc for Morgan has been completed and come full circle which I adore. However, I do want to address the fact that I left like this because quite frankly I believe it is bullshit. I did NOT go out because of my own doing, at least not initially. Quite frankly I got voted out because of things other people said, and did.
Throughout this game I was tagged as "the biggest villain" a funny label considering that in comparison to more than half the merge tribe I never lied, I was not dishonest, I was very straight-forward, and I was beyond loyal to my allies. In a sense I felt like I was in an abusive relationship, where people would fuck me over and then ask for forgiveness and I will accept it, just for it to happen again and again and again and again. I should have learned my lesson and cut my loses, but I clearly didn't because I find myself in this position. How that makes me the biggest villain I have no idea. Or a villain at all, like seriously, how?
I was an easy scapegoat because I was up-front and my sense of humor is rather mean. So, hey let's put everything on Morgan. Sure, why the fuck not? My status as a villain last season translated to this one, and even though I played quite the opposite game in terms of hero vs villain, I was still put as the figure-head of villainy. Truth is, even my main ally did not tell me they had found an idol at all, and most of the people I aligned with lied and used me at one point or another. Actually, all of them did besides like... one. Everyone else used me as their meat-shield, smart strategy I suppose.
In reality, I feel like this vote was completely and absolutely personal, and it hurt. Why? Because I did nothing to deserve it, I was put in this position because another player ran their mouth, said things about other people, and a whole of drama escalated which I was not involved in. Yet, I got the votes because it was easy to pin stuff on me. And it sucks, it sucks to know that I am going out because of stuff my "Friends" did, or said. And it sucks even more that my relationships outside this game were taken into consideration seeing how they never came into play at all. Furthermore it sucks that I wasted my whole night yesterday trying to actually fight to stay, for it to be for nothing.
One of you never answered me when I asked a simple yes or no question. Coward. Another of you humiliated me by making me post a screencap of an idol, just to be told I didn't get anything... I sure hope that you got some kind of benefit out of that, maybe a special power to your idol. The last of you I spent hours trying to explain a very simple situation just to get him to either play stupid, or be stupid, and try to make me bitter towards another person, and being defensive missing the whole point of what I was saying [which basically was: I have been loyal to you since I told you I was gonna, never lied, and never used you, the people you are voting with cannot tell you that]. But hey, listening skills, right?
Honestly I don't usually take these games personally, because it IS just a game, but today I feel like I was voted out due to personal reasons and not my own game-play or my doing, and for that I am saddened. Guess at least I got to play the game for like 2 rounds. In reality I am only going to vote for about 2 or 3 of you, if none of them make it to the finals, I am quitting jury and giving my spot to Jefra. I don't want anything to do with the rest of you, probably ever again to be absolutely honest. Dramatic? Yes, but I don't have time in my life for people who I do not consider to understand the meaning of being a friend.
It's funny how this game was only really a thing since Final 11 and in three rounds it managed to completely drain me. Anyways, I have said my peace, good luck to 2 or 3 of you, the rest... I guess this is TTYN. And with that the "biggest villain" shall leave to the jury, and watch as the rest of this circus goes up in flames.
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Post by Morgan McLeod on Dec 10, 2014 23:31:26 GMT -5
EPISODE XIII
”Listen fucker, this is a group game!”  Well... that was awkward. Guess I counted my chickens far too soon, eh? Even after I completely flipped out on Silas, and told him he could vote me out he still kept me, and so did Brenda. How odd. I suppose that this hurts my chances of winning though, because RC/Jay/Sean were the ones to get Silas to flip back to us, and I kinda gave up, so it could really hurt me in the final tribal. Which actually kinda bothers me. I am scared to be perceived as a goat, but I sure hope that is not the case, I don't want my legacy in this series to end with my FINALLY making FTC and then being humiliated because I was perceived as a goat.
Right now, the vote is a mystery. No one is really talking which is annoying as fuck... well, that's a lie, Bob told me he wants Silas gone, and then Sean wants Jay gone. Jay doesn't know what to do. Everyone suspects Brenda got the special immunity, which continues to make things annoying, she is making it to final 5 easily now. Balls. I think voting out Jay is an amazing move, he is definitely in control and is playing the best game by a mile, however, he fought hard to save me so I cannot make that happen this round. At all. Same with voting out Sean/RC but they are not even on the radar.
Right now it seems like Silas' might be in danger, and quite frankly this is something I would really like to do. I think that even tho he flipped back to save me, he is IMPOSSIBLE to work with, and he flip-flops so much that he is unpredictable which makes the whole game far more complicated. Is it somewhat sleazy to vote him out after he saved me? Absolutely. But I also think that it's damn near impossible to keep him in the game when trusting him is something I can no longer do.
The only other logical option would be to vote out Bob since there is NO chance he has the special immunity. Or try and get Brenda out in case she doesn't have it, but I don't know how plausible that is. I do know, however, that I do not want Jay/RC/Sean to leave whatsoever cause I owe them my life in this game, and at least for this round I got their backs 100% |
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Post by Morgan McLeod on Dec 11, 2014 0:29:35 GMT -5
and tbh I am more inclined to doing him right now
mostly cause he is BEYOND unreliable
Sean Rector 12:09 am
doing Silas?
Morgan McLeod 12:10 am
mhm
Sean Rector 12:10 am
sigh
Morgan McLeod 12:10 am
like how can we trust him to not fuck over a plan
you do jay if you want tho, i wont hold it against you
Sean Rector 12:11 am
i mean i doubt i could now
and he'll win
but oh well
Morgan McLeod 12:11 am
i mean if you get brenda?
Morgan McLeod 12:11 am
jay said that he thought she was gonna fuck him over
but idk, I do think Jay has a really good shot, but I dont intend on letting him get to finals
Silas, however, I feel is always SO flippy floppy. Like look at what he did last round
he should have voted me out
instead he flipped
after flipping to vote me out
Sean Rector 12:12 am
yeah, you're right
Silas wants you now
so imma just go with that
Morgan McLeod 12:13 am
out? again?
Sean Rector 12:13 am
yeah
Morgan McLeod 12:13 am
lol
This guy is a mess [Silas], where did he learn to play?
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Post by Morgan McLeod on Dec 11, 2014 20:10:41 GMT -5
Well, balls...
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Post by Morgan McLeod on Dec 11, 2014 22:20:20 GMT -5
Two can play this game, Sean
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Post by Morgan McLeod on Dec 11, 2014 22:26:17 GMT -5
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Post by Morgan McLeod on Dec 14, 2014 19:54:48 GMT -5
EPISODE XIV
”Look at us, finally making a move!” The time has come. It's time to prepare myself for the end game. It's been a hard decision but I have decided that I am not going to waste two months of my life to not do my best, just because I am friends or have become friends with people. They are not going to stop being my friends just because I decided to try and make a move against them, most people in this game have tried. Except perhaps Jay, which pains me, but I know that there is no way I can win against him. Outside this game I would take a bullet for Jay, but inside this game I am not able to win if he is around, so he is going to be on the receiving end.
The game has come to a point where it's three very clear pairs against one another: RC/Jay, Brenda/Bob, and Sean/myself. Whoever gets voted out this round, their pair is going to become a swing vote, which makes things interesting. RC is immune, and Brenda is apparently playing her idol. Brenda/Bob are down to joining myself and Sean to voting out Jay, meanwhile Jay/RC are probably voting for Sean [perhaps myself, since RC wants me], so the vote in paper should be 4-2 because two pairs are joining against one. The swing seems to be the Bob/Brenda pair. But this is where things get complicated, if Bob/Brenda are being truthful then the vote is going to be 2-2-2. Why?
Easy. Me and Sean are voting for Brenda in case she does not play the idol, thus making it a three way tie, and hoping that RC will be smart and help us take her out with the knowledge she can play her idol next round. The problem would be if people get mad at us because we lied about the vote, it is in fact the smartest move and a huge, GIGANTIC risk, but I believe if we don't try for this, then we are going to lose either way, so might as well go balls to the wall.
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