Boss Ass Bitch

[Morgan McLeod]

My alliance is amazing, they are all throwing the challenge to help me.
Oh wait, no they aren't... #13thplace

[Morgan McLeod]

I am SO bored with the game, but it's not the game... it's the cast. I am very torn with this vote cause we could blindside RC which is by far the smartest move, but the other option is Ethan who is NOT playing the game. I want to vote out Brian/Bob/Ethan even though I like 2/3 because they are not even playing, and I can't have fun by dragging around inactives. When is the game going to get fun? I play these things to have fun, not to win, and quite frankly I don't think anyone is enjoying themselves. Only few people in this cast actually wanna play ball, so why don't we let them?

[Morgan McLeod]

Malcolm Freeberg 8:18 pm
So are we voting RC then?

Sean Rector 8:21 pm
Has Bob/Brian been informed? And what does Court/Silas think the vote is

Morgan McLeod 8:21 pm
everyone thinks its ethan...

Malcolm Freeberg 8:21 pm
Bob/Brian have not been informed

Sean Rector 8:22 pm
Ohhhhk lolz
Well are we telling them orrrrr xD

Malcolm Freeberg 8:22 pm
Ya
We need one more vote

Brenda Lowe 8:23 pm
They both have been informed
By me
Thanks

Malcolm Freeberg 8:23 pm
Right now?

Morgan McLeod 8:23 pm
what if we had changed our mind?
what did they say/

Brenda Lowe 8:23 pm
Yeah like within the past five minutes
Brian got on and said WHAT VOTE i said Rc and he said K BACK TO WORK
Bob said YAAAASSS

Malcolm Freeberg 8:24 pm
Perfect

Morgan McLeod 8:24 pm
theyre so fucking irrelevant
like i cant

Malcolm Freeberg 8:24 pm
Should we have someone else throw a vote to Courtney just incase

Malcolm Freeberg 8:26 pm
Who are we telling about the vote?

Morgan McLeod 8:27 pm
I mean

Sean Rector 8:28 pm
I think we'll be fine with just doing RC

Sean Rector 8:29 pm
And telling Bob/Brian nobody else

Morgan McLeod 8:29 pm
this is gonna be the shadiest shit ever

Sean Rector 8:29 pm
I mean who ISNT in on it? Silas and Court lol

Morgan McLeod 8:29 pm
and jay

Sean Rector 8:29 pm
Well and Ethan but
OH YEAH
Where is he. We could tell him

Morgan McLeod 8:30 pm
he is best friends with RC
but I can let him know

Andrew Savage 8:30 pm
pretty sure him and RC are close
yeah

Malcolm Freeberg 8:30 pm
Jay knows
Someone told him

Sean Rector 8:30 pm
Oh Awks they are?

Morgan McLeod 8:30 pm
someone did?

Malcolm Freeberg 8:31 pm
He just told me he heard the vote is for RC

Morgan McLeod 8:31 pm
um...
wont that make her play the idol?
which would be counterproductive with what we are trying to do?>

Malcolm Freeberg 8:31 pm
If he tells her

Andrew Savage 8:32 pm
Why wouldn't he?

Malcolm Freeberg 8:32 pm
Lets just split the votes then

Morgan McLeod 8:32 pm
lets just do ethan and be safe?

Malcolm Freeberg 8:33 pm
Ya but if we just do Ethan and she doesn't play the idol its such a waste

Morgan McLeod 8:34 pm
why wouldnt she play it?

Malcolm Freeberg 8:34 pm
If she gets tipped off we're switching back to Ethan

Morgan McLeod 8:34 pm
RC 100% has the idol
and she is most likely gonna play it

Sean Rector 8:34 pm
D;

Malcolm Freeberg 8:34 pm
Ok so Bob and Brian are already voting for RC
If we just do 4 of us for her, and one for Ethan we're covered

Morgan McLeod 8:35 pm
Okay, so I feel like we are being stupid

Morgan McLeod 8:35 pm
like are we trying to expose our alliance?
RC is going to play her idol

Malcolm Freeberg 8:35 pm
Ok and then her idol is out of play and Ethan still goes

Morgan McLeod 8:36 pm
right so then why are we showing where we stand?

Malcolm Freeberg 8:37 pm
The only people we're not telling about the vote are Silas, RC and Courtney
Jay already knows

Morgan McLeod 8:37 pm
JAY TOLD RC
AND RC HAS AN IDOL
WHICH SHE IS PLAYING

Brenda Lowe 8:37 pm
I'm voting Ethan then

Malcolm Freeberg 8:37 pm
Do we know that for sure

Morgan McLeod 8:37 pm
yeah
I'm voting Ethan

[Morgan McLeod]

Sean Rector 8:40 pm
I think we do Ethan or RC
Or maybe blindside Court idk

Morgan McLeod 8:41 pm
I am sorry if this makes me seem like I'm not a team player, but I am just super over it

Sean Rector 8:41 pm
LOL

Malcolm Freeberg 8:42 pm
I don't feel comfortable voting as block now

Malcolm Freeberg 8:42 pm
Let's split the vote Ethan and Courtney then

Morgan McLeod 8:42 pm
like honestly I'm not having one ounce of fun in this game, and people like Ethan Bob and Brian are not even interested in anything about this game, and I want to have fun. If RC was not gonna be playing an idol I would go for it since everyone wanted to, but thats clearly stupid now
I'm putting a vote on Ethan, if you guys wanna split then go for it, tho

Brenda Lowe 8:43 pm
I cast my Ethan vote

[Morgan McLeod]

EPISODE XI
”Such a non-factor...”

I owe a confessional, it's been a long time coming, but it has been really hard to write anything when things are just like... not there. This has to be one of the most blah merges I have ever been involved in. But I know that soon enough it's going to get intense, the last vote despite the fact that such a non-factor got voted out became intense because at last second I switched the vote with Malcolm, and made it happen. I have decided that I am not going to be able to enjoy myself when people are around who are not even trying to play, and granted I have not played much myself but it's not from lack of trying, I just simply have not had to do anything... and it sucks, because this is AllStars so I want to have to play my ass off, but it just hasn't happened. 

Anyways, with this new twist it is my hope that we would be able to vote out Bob, and then Courtney. After the slight switcharoo that happened the prior round I thought Andrew/Sean might be mad at me even though I warned them that I was switching a few minutes before going through with it. But I talked to Sean and he wants Bob gone and then Courtney, which is perfect because that is exactly what I wanted, knowing that he would be down I went to Jay, Silas, Andrew to pitch in Bob's name and they were all down. Which I am glad for. I think Malcolm and RC would be down too. And quite frankly Brenda might be too, but at this point I give no fucks about her.

I honestly don't know where I stand or whether I trust Brenda or not. She attacked me first during the last challenge even though we still had a lot of people from opposite alliance in, which was bullshit, then Bob and Courtney took me out, which is interesting because neither of those attacked her at all throughout the whole challenge... and she won, then Courtney picked her to be her partner for this challenge which obviously means she trusts her. Like come on. Brenda never apologized to me about taking me out, and honestly she might just think that I didn't care, or that it was funny, or the challenge didn't matter but fuck it, I am not happy about it. 

At this point I know I am risking a lot by voting people who could easily be with me, but I would rather lose and have fun for one round, than win and claim to have done so by playing a boring game and not really earn it. So, let's take a risk and go balls to the balls. If you didn't come here to play, then you have to go. Survivor is for players only. 

[Morgan McLeod]

Apparently people wanna start playing the game now.
They called me a villain? Fine, lets actually be a douche now.
They ain't seen nothing yet.

[Morgan McLeod]

Malcolm Freeberg :
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Congratulations on receiving the Avenger Hidden Immunity Idol. You may think this has special powers, but it is just like a normal Hidden Idol. By playing this prize, any votes cast against you will no longer count. In order to play it, you must post it WITH your vote. If you want to play it on someone else, post who you want to play it on. If you want to give it to someone, post that in your voting thread as well. This Idol can be used at any Judgement up until and including the final 6 Judgement. Good luck!!


I'm signing off AIM, message me on facebook

[Morgan McLeod]

Brenda Lowe 10:12 pm
Is there anything I can do to get your trust back or is that unlikely

Morgan McLeod 10:16 pm
give me the idol

[Morgan McLeod]

EPISODE XII
”Is it time to talk end-game yet?”

Sean quote for title. Possible episode title for the real one, yes please. 

I guess I got my wish, it's time to finally play the game. It's not with the players that I thought would be involved, nor are the most deserving still around, I am not even working with the people I was going to be working, but... the game is on, and I am more than ready to play. Right now I am only solid 100% with Sean, then Jay and I are close but I know him and RC are closer. And I know he is one shady fuck with deals everywhere, he gives Brenda a lot of information, and is literally puppet-mastering the whole game. People might not see it because he probably doesn't post confessionals and often says how little he cares about everything, but the kid has got some game.

My main concern, at the moment though, is Brenda. And more importantly her idol, as it makes her by far the most powerful person in the game. She still says she wants to work with me, and all this jazz which MIGHT be true, but I am not interested. If she makes finals, she wins, and with the idol it's gonna be really hard to get out. Interestingly enough everyone seems to be on her good side besides me and Sean, so planning a blindside is going to be difficult without her knowing and playing that idol. 

I think the rest of this game is going to be fighting, because there is no solid alliance dominating it all. Just pairs, and mini-deals so it's going to be a Bloodbath, just how the entire game should have been. I think it's time we start playing like All-Stars so I am excited to get this going even if for the end-game. 

[Morgan McLeod]

Shit just for real...

Sean Rector 8:23 pm
Courtney.
I think
I was meaning to talk to you about Jay though.

Morgan McLeod 8:24 pm
whats up?

Sean Rector 8:24 pm
Apparently he is literally telling Brenda e v e r y t h i n g

Morgan McLeod 8:24 pm
i figured he was tbh

Sean Rector 8:24 pm
Bob tried to make a Bob/Court/RC/Jay alliance

Morgan McLeod 8:24 pm
he is convinced brenda is playing the idol

Sean Rector 8:24 pm
Tells Brenda

Morgan McLeod 8:24 pm
im not too sure

Sean Rector 8:25 pm
I doubt she is as well

Morgan McLeod 8:25 pm
part of me wants to vote for her tbh
but... its so risky

Sean Rector 8:26 pm
Eek.
It's frustrating cause. Everything will go back to Jay. And that will go to Brenda haha

Morgan McLeod 8:27 pm
yeah, I agree
i def think jay shares too much info

Sean Rector 8:29 pm
Yes
We need to make a move next round.

Morgan McLeod 8:29 pm
this end game is so complicated
cause we need to fuck over so many people

Sean Rector 8:29 pm
And if Brenda doesn't play her idol...
It needs to be Jay

Morgan McLeod 8:30 pm
we can probably swing that tho i dont wanna cause i love him
but tbh if brenda doesnt waste the idol
we talk to silas and do 3 on jay and tell everyone else we divide the votes between brenda/whoever is left
or you and me do jay actually
and then do 3 brenda
and 2 on whoever the fuck brenda/courtney vote for

[Morgan McLeod]

[Morgan McLeod]

If I go out for something I didn't do I am gonna write a hateful speech for this whole cast, I am SO tired of them deciding that I am a villain because I am outspoken and have a mean sense of humor. Have I lied in this game? Barely, especially in comparison to most. I have been loyal to my allies, and stuck to my word, I've been straight-forward about my votes, and I have had the back of people I like and trusted.

Can someone PLEASE explain me how that makes me the biggest villain of the season?

[Morgan McLeod]

Morgan McLeod 11:48 pm
i wish my conversations saved
cause the conversation was like

Silas Gaither 11:48 pm
No, i mean, i heard that other people said that. I didn't mean to say you told people other than Sean

Morgan McLeod 11:49 pm
Sean: whats word on the vote
Morgan: Silas wants Bob, he promised courtney he wouldnt vote for her so she would step down, I am fine with that cause I dont want him to lie
Sean: I prefer courtney but I am fine with either
Morgan: Okay, lets see what others say
then BRENDA and BOB message me and tell me they are doing courtney
then Jay says they are doing courtney so we should just do courtney
I suggest Bob, they all say Courtney
I say "might be best, since brenda wouldnt play an idol on her, and might on bob if she suspects foul play"
so I ask who all is doing this and they say everyone but silas and courtney
so I go to Sean and tell him I dont think we should keep you in the dark because youre with us
he agrees

Morgan McLeod 11:51 pm
so I message you before bed to talk to sean since I didnt wanna leave an offline saying EVERYONE IS VOTING COURTNEY SORRY
cause that would seem rude
and i didnt want you to feel unimportant
I come back from work, and the person I was trying tos tand up for, and protect the feelings off voted against me
so you can see why I am upset

Silas Gaither 11:51 pm

[Morgan McLeod]

Did Jay not want me to know Court was leaving tho? I heard that

Silas Gaither 11:53 pm
From a few people

Morgan McLeod 11:53 pm
idk if he didnt WANT you to know
he said you didnt know
but he never said
DONT TELL SILAS

Silas Gaither 11:53 pm
Hmm okay

Morgan McLeod 11:53 pm
cause if he had i would have said "why the fuck not?"

Silas Gaither 11:54 pm
Well, i spoke to him after I spoke to Sean and asked if we were still voting Bob and he was like "Yeah I think so" or something like that
It's like... umm, do i look stupid? lol

Morgan McLeod 11:55 pm
how is that my fault?!
like how does that even relate to me?

Morgan McLeod 11:55 pm
did I say that to you? no
did I go out of my way to fuck you oveR? no
have I ever lied to you? no
have I ever tried to vote you out? the contrary, actually
have I ever fucked you over with a vote? No
its like I'm in an abusive relationship I can't escape from tbh


Last line, episode title with my demise?

[Morgan McLeod]

Silas Gaither 11:56 pm
I've never tried to vote you out either until this round, like until the vote switched, i didnt even consider it
I don't want you to feel like if i flip, that's my plan, cause it's most definitely not, especially after talking through things with you

Morgan McLeod 11:57 pm
if I leave this round, I am gonna be really biter
not gonna lie

Silas Gaither 11:57 pm
I mean, i know if i wanted you out, i could just keep it tied and you said yourself you have no chance against Court
Bitter at who, me?

Morgan McLeod 11:57 pm
quite frankly I might just quit jury alltogether because I dont want to deal with what I feel is a personal thing
if you vote me out then you DO want me out
you dont vote people out you want to stay

Silas Gaither 11:58 pm
But it changes round to round
Obviously if i vote Court, i want her out not you, right?
That's my point

Morgan McLeod 11:59 pm
pretty much
whoever goes out its all on you

Silas Gaither 11:59 pm
Yeah, i guess >_<
Aren't you gonna be bitter at those who wouldn't settle to vote Bob?
I mean, he's apparently not supposed to be aligned with us so idg why it was such a big deal

Morgan McLeod 12:00 am
it wasnt a big deal
i literally explained this to you already
from my point of view
so idk what else i can say

Silas Gaither 12:00 am
This could've easily all been avoided if we just did that, i wanted such a simple round lol
I know, sorry.

Morgan McLeod 12:01 am
well, we didnt
what can I do now?
I cant go back in time
nor would I have been able to change everyones minds
brenda and bob played it well

Silas Gaither 12:01 am
How so?

Morgan McLeod 12:05 am
they pretended to vote courtney, everyone bought it hook, line and sinker
and then they used that to get you to do their dirty work
and now im going
so kuddos for them

Silas Gaither 12:05 am
Oh i know lol. Court was never after Bob btw, just saying
Idk what made people think that or who came up with that lie

Morgan McLeod 12:06 am
wait, who said she was?
i never even heard that

Silas Gaither 12:06 am
Bob was targeting Court cause he heard Court was targeting him

Morgan McLeod 12:07 am
wtf

Silas Gaither 12:07 am
Yeah. It wasn't true lol

Morgan McLeod 12:09 am
well clearly
they are f3

Silas Gaither 12:09 am
Idk about that

Silas Gaither 12:09 am
I mean, Bob was gonna vote for her
Wasn't Brenda too?
Until they figured i was flipping

Morgan McLeod 12:10 am
so you made it happen, then?
thats what youre saying?
this was all your idea

Silas Gaither 12:11 am
It wasn't "all my idea" it was collective

Silas Gaither 12:11 am
Obviously when they figured i was pissed about how the round played out earlier, they talked with each other about not targeting each other

Morgan McLeod 12:12 am
hm
so what I am hearing is that the reason I am going is because YOU decided to flip
not because Brenda and Bob were smart
but because YOU decided I was expendable

Silas Gaither 12:13 am
How is this new info? Obviously if i didn't flip, Court would already be out and we'd be in F7
I don't get what you mean

Morgan McLeod 12:15 am
I just feel you are not taking ownership for things
and you are playing a victim

Silas Gaither 12:15 am
I own up to the fact that i targeted you, like you said, if you vote someone, it means you want them out

Morgan McLeod 12:16 am
earlier you blamed it on someone else tho,

Silas Gaither (silascansurvive) is available 12:17 am
Silas Gaither 12:19 am
Blergh sorry, i'm back now

Morgan McLeod 12:20 am
im just fucking frustarted
no one is owning up to anyone
and i am being villainized hardcore
even tho I literally did NOTHING wrong this whole season
for a change

Silas Gaither 12:21 am
Ugh sorry, i'm here now. Internet >_<
Who did i blame... what on?

Morgan McLeod 12:21 am
those two
brenda and bob

Silas Gaither 12:22 am
I don't even remember what i said specifically lol, but it was collective and we were all on board

Morgan McLeod 12:22 am
alright

Silas Gaither 12:24 am
Like i said, it wasn't anything personally against you. If i do flip back, i don't want you to feel that i'm after you. Especially after talking to you and others
Admittedly, the person who i was most annoyed about the whole thing was Jay
Admittedly, the person who i was most annoyed about the whole thing was Jay

Morgan McLeod 12:26 am
i fele like he should have been the target then
like im going down for someone elses shit
thats such bull

Silas Gaither (silascansurvive) is available 12:27 am
Silas Gaither 12:28 am
Do you get what i mean?

Morgan McLeod 12:28 am
ish

Silas Gaither 12:28 am
Did that previous message send >_< Idk, my internet sucks as always here, in case that wasn't obvious

Morgan McLeod 12:30 am
Silas Gaither12:28 amSilas Gaither (12:28:41 AM):
Do you get what i mean?

Silas Gaither 12:30 am
I meant the one before that "
Like i said, everyone seems to think he's super tight with RC and felt we needed her vote as well" i think you got it but yeah

Morgan McLeod 12:31 am
i didnt get that
but still like idk

Silas Gaither 12:31 am
But that's why Jay wasn't targeted this time around even tho i was more annoyed with him than you, clearly
Just wanted to make you understand

Morgan McLeod 12:33 am
i just feel like... that person who takes the fall for someone elses bull

Silas Gaither 12:33 am
Did Jay say he regrets not just sticking with the plan to vote Bob?

Morgan McLeod 12:35 am
no
we didnt talk about that
we barely talked
idk why im getting questions that should be addressed to him
like, im not his secretary, a mind reader or anything
and this is exactly why im going
which is bullshit
like other peoples shit

Silas Gaither 12:36 am
I thought he'd be worried that you were in danger and wish you weren't and we'd just done something to prevent everything
^ (i.e. vote Bob)

Morgan McLeod 12:36 am
...

Silas Gaither 12:36 am
But that's obviously in the past now so we have to move on cause we can't change it
....

Morgan McLeod 12:37 am
honestly, re-read what you said to me
"Jay should have done what I wanted so that YOU wouldn't be in danger, because he should have cared about YOUR game,

Silas Gaither 12:38 am
and ... ?

Morgan McLeod 12:38 am
and I am getting fucked over cause of that

Silas Gaither 12:40 am
I guess but voting for Jay wasn't on the cards for the reasons i said

Morgan McLeod 12:40 am
sure

Silas Gaither 12:40 am
Anything else you wanna ask?

Morgan McLeod 12:41 am
nah, I think I'm not gonna get anywhere at all

Silas Gaither 12:41 am
It's up to you
I'm still here if you wanna talk

Morgan McLeod 12:44 am
I am way too exhausted, and I am not gonna get what I want at all, because I don't think you understand the issue at all
which is fine


Silas Gaither 12:45 am

I understand the issue, you're pissed cause you feel like Jay (?) got you into this position and it wasn't your own doing



Morgan McLeod 12:45 am

not jay

everyone



Silas Gaither 12:45 am

Well, it's Jay who pushed the vote onto Court, from what i gather



Morgan McLeod 12:45 am

im being blamed for shit Malcolm, Jay, Sean, Brenda, yourself, Bob everyone but me



Morgan McLeod 12:46 am

tbh I feel you are just trying to get me pissed at Jay



Silas Gaither 12:46 am

Are you?



Morgan McLeod 12:46 am

im irritated



Silas Gaither 12:46 am

At... ?



Morgan McLeod 12:48 am

I'm over being interviewed tbh, I feel like that has been our whole relationship this season



Morgan McLeod 12:48 am

you ask questions, I answer, you use my answers, and I believe you, and then I get fucked over

and I am tired of it



Silas Gaither 12:48 am

Given we're supposed to be working together or w/e it's kind of normal to ask questions so we can plan ahead



Morgan McLeod 12:49 am

I dont question you

did you notice that?

I believe you, and I trust yo, I dont need to ask you a million questions

we were never on the same tribe, until merge



Silas Gaither 12:49 am

I ask questions to people who i want to work with, i guess

Sorry if that offended you

O.o



Morgan McLeod 12:50 am

and from the get go i trusted you without having to question you

you questioned my every move, my future moves, my intentions, everything



Morgan McLeod 12:50 am

and I let you



Silas Gaither 12:50 am

What's your point here...

It's normal to ask questions. We could just aimlessly not talk and not have any meaningful discussion, but what's the point?



Morgan McLeod 12:51 am

my point is, look at how you treated our "alliance" and look how I treated it, then compare the way I treated you to the way others treated your alliance



Morgan McLeod 12:52 am

just consider who has really been true to you, and who has played you



Silas Gaither 12:52 am

If you really have a problem with me asking questions, i don't get it

I let everyone ask me as many questions as they want

It's not like i have anything to hide, a least with those im aligned with

The only reason you should have a problem with having questions asked at you is if you dont wanna answer them



Morgan McLeod 12:53 am

Oh My God

you are LITERALLY missing everything and turning it into something that is not

I answer all your fucking questions

EVERY.SINGLE.ONE

you have fucked me over before

and I keep trusting you



Silas Gaither 12:54 am

Then i saved you



Morgan McLeod 12:54 am

after the Malcolm vote I didnt talk to Brenda or Bob, but I talked to you



Silas Gaither 12:54 am

But you acknowledge that less idg why



Morgan McLeod 12:54 am

forget it

im going to bed

just vote me out



Morgan McLeod 12:54 am

you obviously dont get it

dont expect my vote at the end

this has been the most frustrating conversation the whole game

by far



Silas Gaither 12:55 am

You are just being irrational, im just trying to talk things through with you and you're like getting pissed at me



Morgan McLeod 12:55 am

I;m not being irrational

you just dont want to get it



Silas Gaither 12:55 am

I do get it



Morgan McLeod 12:55 am

no you dont



Silas Gaither 12:55 am

What dont i get?



Morgan McLeod 12:55 am

otherwise you wouldnt say the stuff you are saying